Tomorrow March 26th marks the 4th anniversary of my RSD journey;
needless to say this isn’t exactly a happy time for me. I do feel proud of all
the progress and accomplishments I have made but that doesn't make me any less
sad about all I've lost and all that has changed for me and for my husband.
Jason is my rock and I think that is why today I sit here feeling so confused. I
should be feeling so blessed and happy because the very next day after my RSD
Anniversary is my 9th Wedding Anniversary and that is something to be so HAPPY
about! I sometimes can't believe how time flies and when I look at Jason I am
so thankful it has flown by with him. Through the good and the bad he's been my
best friend and he makes me smile everyday no matter how I feel. He is the BEST
husband and that is the Anniversary I should be focused on, so why do I feel so
sad today?? I guess this is me letting myself be sad for a moment in an attempt
to shake it off! Tomorrows Anniversary I think I will allow myself to be a
little sad and Thursdays Anniversary I will focus only on my love and how far
we've made it together ! Us against the world!
