Tuesday, March 25, 2014

4 years and counting...



Tomorrow March 26th marks the 4th anniversary of my RSD journey; needless to say this isn’t exactly a happy time for me. I do feel proud of all the progress and accomplishments I have made but that doesn't make me any less sad about all I've lost and all that has changed for me and for my husband. Jason is my rock and I think that is why today I sit here feeling so confused. I should be feeling so blessed and happy because the very next day after my RSD Anniversary is my 9th Wedding Anniversary and that is something to be so HAPPY about! I sometimes can't believe how time flies and when I look at Jason I am so thankful it has flown by with him. Through the good and the bad he's been my best friend and he makes me smile everyday no matter how I feel. He is the BEST husband and that is the Anniversary I should be focused on, so why do I feel so sad today?? I guess this is me letting myself be sad for a moment in an attempt to shake it off! Tomorrows Anniversary I think I will allow myself to be a little sad and Thursdays Anniversary I will focus only on my love and how far we've made it together ! Us against the world!